Music Mondays

scarf: world market   top: zulily   leggings: jcpenney  sandals: target

On Mondays Addilyn and I go to music class.  Since Addilyn started crawling I now count music class as my workout for the day.  She rarely stays still on my lap, crawls all over and we are constantly picking them up, flying them in the air, running around the room and trying to sing.  Plus the room has no windows and is ridiculously hot, which leaves me a tired and sweaty mess.  
I often wear my yoga pants and a t-shirt but occasionally like to wear something slightly more cute and this outfit is perfect.  Pony tail, leggings, a thin, loose tee and a scarf.  Plus a bracelet for Addilyn to chew on and play with in the hopes of keeping her still here and there.  

Most of the time Addilyn loves music class.  Really more than the music I think she loves being around other kids and loves putting anything she can in her mouth, like the drums or rattles.   
We've been going since January and even though it's kind of far away and often messes up nap time, it is totally worth it to get out of the house, be around other moms and kids and I know there are plenty of benefits of having Addilyn participate in the songs, motions, and social interactions. 
Although I think she does just fine in that as she usually crawls up to all the other babies, pulls on them, "kisses" them or does her manly grunt.  It's fun to see her crazy little personality come out, even if it's exhausting! 

Stripes on Stripes

tee: old navy   skirt: target   sandals: target

1.  If I wasn't so antsy and excited to buy and wear maternity clothes I would've looked for more things like this skirt.  I found it near the end of my pregnancy and wore it here, and love that I can wear it now. 

2.  It's only necessary to tell you how much each of these things cost. 

     Shirt: $4

     Skirt: $5

     Sandals: $5 

3. I saw these sandals a month or so ago for over $15 and couldn't do it, as I have plenty of sandals.  Then I happily found them at Target last week for only $5.  Patience, patience, patience.  

4. I tend to wear something over and over and have already worn these sandals the last three times I've left the house and will probably continue to do so.  So be prepared to see them often.  

5.  I missed tying my shirt while pregnant.  Didn't work quite so well while having no waist or hips.  Please tell me this still fashionable?  

Surrender

dress & shirt: old navy   sandals: target

It's been far too long since I had been running outside and while I was camping I was reminded how much I miss it.  I think I've avoided "quiet" time a lot this summer as I often end of feeling sad, scared and upset when I just sit and think about what I am going through, and what our future may be.

I was reminded while running how important it is to continually process what I'm going through and open my heart to whatever the Lord wants to teach me.

I believe that God uses trials to bring us closer to Him and to teach us. 

As I've been in the same trial for over a year, I believe the most important thing I've learned is to surrender. 

Surrender 

my plans

my desires

my control

my timing 

and to trust that God has His perfect plan and His perfect timing.

And whether I learn one more thing or ten more things before he blesses us with a baby, 

I need to give up trying to figure it out. 

I need to stop planning after each "lesson" I feel I learn and think that maybe now God will give me what I want.
I need to surrender my frustrations and anger that we have been in this same place for what seems like so long. 

I need to stop planning out my future month by month of what I think would be the perfect plan. 

This song continually ran through my head while running and is a great reminder of what I need to do. 

1. All to Jesus I surrender;
   All to Him I freely give;
   I will ever love and trust Him,
   In His presence daily live.
   • I surrender all,
     I surrender all;
     All to Thee, my blessed Savior,
     I surrender all.
2. All to Jesus I surrender;
   Humbly at His feet I bow,
   Worldly pleasures all forsaken;
   Take me, Jesus, take me now.
   
   
   All to Jesus I surrender;
   Now I feel the sacred flame.
   Oh, the joy of full salvation!
   Glory, glory, to His Name!
   
   I surrender all, 
   I surrender all;
   All to Thee, my blessed Savior, 
   I surrender all. 
   
   

   I need to open my hands and surrender to Him.  
   
   

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Hello Monday

Hello bird shirt. 

 I am so happy I finally found you and you were only $9. 

 shirt: Target ($9)  shorts: old American Eagle  sandals: Target  bracelets: made by me  
giraffe necklace: gift from friend

Hello braid.  You have become a summer staple. 

Hello giraffe necklace. 

 I couldn't be more excited to wear you many days a week. 

Thanks to one of best friends Rebecca for sending it to me.  I couldn't have felt more loved and cared about when I got it.  God is good to give me a friend like you!
(sorry there isn't a better picture of it.  I linked up a similar one.)

Hello Medieval Times. 

Despite your hefty price we had such a great time celebrating our sweet niece's 6th birthday. 

Hello Hope. 

I got this necklace from my sweet friend Alison who reminded me that I am not alone in my struggle through infertility and to hold on to hope for the future. 

Her friendship has become such a blessing.  

Hello Bachlorette Finale. 

I'm excited to be watching you in Indiana with one of my closest friends, Brittany. 

Hello Giveaway.

Today is the last day to enter to win! 

Hope you all had a great weekend and are ready for a new week!

YOLO Monday
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Monday Mingle

Outfit Observations

 shirt: tjmaxx  shirt: gap  sandals: target  bracelet: francesca's

1. Let's acknowledge the obvious first. 

You may be wondering where my eyes are.  You have to look hard. 

Hey, it's been a rough week. 

2. If you want to feel like you are wearing pajamas all day wear a cotton maxi skirt and cotton tee.

3. If someone knows how to tie their shirt like this in less than 5 minutes please tell me.

It takes me way too long, which probably means I need longer shirts.

4. I think I wear these sandals at least every other day. 

5.  I clearly have stopped blow drying my hair.  

Case in point here and here this week. 

It is just too darn hot. 

6. I recently bought a strapless bra that has detachable straps, and have been wearing it as a non strapless bra. But today one strap unhooked at least 5 times, which is incredibly inconvenient. 

(I know you can't see this one, but trust me.  It may have been mid detachment in this picture.)

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Someone to Laugh at

 shoes ($6), tee ($8) and skirt ($9): Target

I'm making it a new goal of mine to laugh at my husband more often. 

You may think this sounds mean, but it was pretty much requested. 

Now I do think Chris is funny, but sometimes, ok most of the time, I don't laugh at him. 

I find myself thinking (while he is doing something that he is hoping gets a laugh) 

"Would someone else be laughing at him if they were seeing this?" 

And the answer is probably yes.  

But after seven years of marriage, I guess I am not quite as amused anymore.  

But it is time to change that. 

So next time he is making up his own rap songs in the car, or comes into the kitchen making ridiculous (slightly annoying) sounds and noises, or treating Molly like she's a human, or making up a joke that he thinks is so funny he can barely get the joke out . . . 

I am going to do my best to throw out a completely amused, impressed and genuine laugh. 

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It's OK

 dress: jcpenny  sandals: target

It's OK that this dress barely passes the bending over test and may just be a little too short. 

Which is why I've only ever worn it with leggings, like here or here. 

It's OK that when my mom and I eat frozen yogurt we go there for lunch because we eat enough for it to count as a meal. 

(This picture looks like the cup is really half full.  Trust me. It was all full.) 

It's OK that I fail miserably at taking care of plants.  

It's OK that I got hooked watching the show Pretty Little Liars and am almost done with the first season. 

It's OK that when I was driving in the car today I thought of a perfect "It's OK" idea and now can't remember it.  I assure it was really funny and would've been my best yet. 

Linking up to It's OK Thursday

I'll be happy when . . . . .

dress: H & M  shoes: target

Sometimes I have thoughts that I need certain things in life to make me truly happy.  

I read this post by Shauna Niequist and it really made me think about what I do so often without really thinking about it.  

I find myself putting so much pressure on certain things, 

that I feel if they happen then my life will be perfect, like . . . 

I'll be happy when I'm get pregnant.  

I'll be happy when Chris gets a job that pays more money and allows him to not travel. 

I'll be happy if I feel more confident in how I look or in my abilities.  

By thinking these things I am saying that God and the place where he has me in life is not enough. 

I think God does put certain desires in our hearts, but I think the problem is when I think I need that answer in order to be happy. 

My happiness and joy should not be resting in these things but in the fact that I have a God that loves me and knows my every need and will fill my life with exactly what I need in His timing.  

I want Him to be enough to make me filled with joy.  

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